Lament for Nathan

The wicked chatter builds
Gathering in an orchestra of hatred
Culminating, in a shrill cry of warfare!

My mind falls dormant
Taken with their cause
Infused with fear and ignorance
Answering to their beckon and call

I arose to my feet
Pressed forward by impulse
Assembled my fingers into a single fist
And thrust the ages of binding gossip!

He sunk battered and bruised
Then arose to his knees,
Only to be caught by a downward blow
Spiraling toward a mad gushing river of anguish
Enslaved to the beastly, monstrous laughter
Unrelenting, all consuming

I awakened to my senses
Accompanied by awe and shame
Masses cheered on my heinous crimes
Soon dispersed by an ominous bell’s toll

Slow and surely
I extend my arm,
For the quivering wreck of my making
Comforting him in savage guilt
Weeping in endless unison
I clung tight to his company
Huddled beneath my right arm
Whilst wielding the burdens
Burrowed in the confines of my thoughts
Never to depart me, even in my slow demise

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I am very much ashamed of what i did in middle school. There was an openly gay student in my class whom everyone used to tease and push around. His name was Nathan, and he was one of the few people that treated me with respect at that damned school. I wasn’t exactly popular, i had a few friends and i wanted to fit in very badly (for some reason). I caved to peer pressure and started a fight with Nathan. The fight ended quickly with everyone leaving for class, and myself being overcome with remorse. Looking back i deeply regret hurting my friend and if your out their reading this Nathan, i sincerely apologize. You didn’t deserve any of that. If i ever see you again i’ll be sure to give you a big hug and i’ll treat you to a beer (or a few shots) so we can catch up.

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